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Oh she ATE that

What a beautiful monologue. So well-written. Beautiful yet terrifying.

Take a sip everything Theo says "nothing"

never thought this show would leave me in emotional turmoil 😭

I always come back to this scene every so often, because this is exactly how my depression felt. No where else have I ever seen it described so perfectly. Whenever I hear about depression, it's always described as a "sadness". That's not my experience with it at all. I remember how I would sleep all day, and then through the night I would just stare at the wall until the sun rose again. Because between watching my favourite tv show, and just staring at the wall, both gave me the exact same amount of feelings (nothing), but staring at the wall was far less exhausting than paying attention to a story. It's like if you just sat in the "nothing" and didn't feel anything, then you could ignore your existence. But if you watched a tv show or did anything that was supposed to make you feel things, then suddenly that feeling of nothingness just became palpable, and your mere existence felt like carrying 500kg on your back. The only difference is that you're not floating in an ocean of nothingness - you're drowning in it. And the only way I could catch my breath was by watching gore videos. Either to watch something so sad that I would finally feel ANYTHING, for just a couple of seconds. Or so that I could live (die) vicariously through the deaths of others. I remember watching two guys one screwdriver. I cried, and I remember breathing so hard. It was the first time in so many months that I finally had a feeling again. And just like Theo describes the thorough shame feeling better than nothing... she is right. I cried tears and yet it was somehow the best that I had felt in a very long time. Then months later, I heard about two Scandinavian hitchhikers being killed in Morocco. Their mother begged people to not watch the video. Again, Theo was right about the thorough fucking shame. I'm sorry.

this still gives me chills hearing it, even from the first sentence i get chills.

Just imagine if she was just bullshitting to cover the truth, this would be a mad convincing lie.

We all know Katie Siegel stole this scene and did a phenomenal job! And as someone who has struggled, is struggling, with depression… yes this monologue hits. But also… let’s please give it up to Elizabeth Reaser as well… blank cold face… but at the end… there’s a single tear running down her cheek! This entire show was beautifully crafted and acted!

This is literally Spoken Word Poetry in cinematic form. Incredible writing.

EVery now and then I come back and watch this scene and every time I see it I can’t hold back tears. What an incredible actress

No matter how many times I watch this, I always end up crying. Such a powerful scene.

This isn't about depression lol it is about being in that empty void of darkness for all eternity after death. She even says it. It makes the scene much more terrifying.

This scene breaks my heart every time

This is one of the best scenes I've seen that accurately describes depression. I've never been able to describe it, and this hits the nail on the head. It's not just about feeling sad. It's about trying to feel SOMETHING.

this scene made me bawled my eyes out. She is such a great actress.

I find it interesting how she says "I wonder if that's what she felt" referring to Nell in the past tense but then says "if that's what mom feels" in the present tense

Kate’s acting hit me hard! Jeez this is amazing! Will never forget this scene!

Oh probably one of the most emotional moments between a family, two sisters. Do everyone notice when she tried to prove herself innocent none but her own sister by saying "I didn't see him" and her eyes fabulous acting.

This is treatment resistant depression. The literal, ice cold in your veins definition.

THIS is the :"to not be okay". Unconditional love helps take rhe edge off THIS -perpetual- state of being This is treatment resistant depression.

Shirley is so scared this whole time. She can't even bring herself to do anything.

this was Amber in court. lol she used this seen OMG

Sounds a lot like amber heards testimony.

See, when people try to convert me to atheism, I genuinely wonder: why would you want me to believe the end is like this? I have hope and joy in Christ. The end as atheists allege it to be sounds so bleak.

I feel like this, I feel like a hollow shell.

God that delivery is so good it makes me ball my eyes out

I almost died once, for a few seconds/minutes I did. And thisis what I felt. It was exactly this. She discribed it so well this scene fucked me up. It was a long time ago & while it scared the crap out of me at the time & I couldn't slept for days as for the first time in my life I suddenly feared death, I did get over it. I rarely think of it now. But the worse part of it was that I was acutely aware of the nothingness. I hope that awareness would have gone if I had actually died, but in that time, I knew I was on the dead side of the brink & it was the worse dark void of nothing imaginable. I think its different for different people. But for me it was that. Next time I hope its more of a calling home to be reunited with my dead loved one.

Hill House was a great show. This was one of my favorite scenes and I became such a huge fan of Kate Siegel after this moment.

Epic cough in the background Grace

Some call me weird when I tell them this but, I rewatch this scene over and over when I’m depressed or giving up

now that is acting!

This show is so powerful.

God damn.....this is acting

Notice how she says “and that’s what mom feels” in the present tense.

This is the character monologue for me that effects me the most. I suffer from depression and anxiety and I’ve been to that point in my life when I just felt numb and it feels awful. You’d rather feel anything, even pain, because it’s better than feeling numb.

Thank you for uploading this. This scene is so intense. One of my favorite scenes of the entire season. This and Nell’s confetti speech in the red room

Some may describe this as death But Death has no feeling and some describe it as depression it’s similar but Worse I it describe hell separation from God and all that is good and warming to the Soul

Darkness, numbness, alone... i'd add cold, eternal emptiness and the dread of having lost connection with yourself, and all life. Overflow of anguish and the most unbearable pain, but not in body, because you're a speck of light, floating in space with no control - forever, with no destination. She comes close though. I was there, could only describe it as the void. No sound, no energy or vibration no life. No words for it really...

Best scene in the whole show

Such a great moment. Her acting drove that scene home, hard

It’s interesting to watch this about darkness and nothing being something bad but then also watching the very end of DARK when Jonas’ mom talks about her nightmare where everything went dark and there was no yesterday, today, tomorrow, anything but it was a good feeling.

I’ve seen this video so many times and this is the first time I noticed that the person filming was crying

Hey Lisa D What Theo Doing She is Cry Was Theodoora Say To Her Sister She Has Breakdown She Feel The Death Body Person Skin

A lot of people are talking about feeling nothing in their depression. I find it interesting how different peoples depression can be. For example, mine was just absolute pain and sadness. Nothingness here and there, but the majority pain.

If you deal with depression, well then this scene definitely hit you more. She described it perfectly. It's not just sadness. It's the emptiness and nothing you feel in your whole body. The numbness in itself is more painful than any any emotion.

Whenever someone says Bly Manor is better I will show them this.

Season 1 Episode 8 Witness marks... Damn that acting ❤️❤️😭😭😭😭

This scene and the (freaking viceral) scream Theo gave when she touched Nells body chilled me to the bone emotion-wise.. Tremendous acting here! <3 Great job Kate Siegel! <3 The creators really did their homework in envisioning emotions and everything etc. Theo is my favorite of the siblings :3 I love the interpretation of 'seeing' someone in this show through Theos eyes. I love how she does not mean seeing someone like you normally do, seeing someones hair color, eye color, the way their body is built, what they wear, their skin tone/type etc. No, she was talking about actually tuely 'seeing' someone, past the visual layer. She 'sees' peoples inner emotion, their thoughts, their essence if you will and she lost that sense when she touched Nells lifeless body and did not gain back her 'sight' untill the time after Kevin when the lights went back on. Not 'seeing' anything must have just utterly terrified her to the very core..

Of course Mike Flanagan gave his wife the best acted scene of the entire show!